“BLOOM Story 1″ from Nia

I joined hope in November 2004. I enjoy the fellowship as they are friends whom I met and know when I came to Singapore . As I shared I enjoy the fellowship but I don’t enjoy the commitment… I used to join Hope Kuching and I saw how my friends back there have a packed schedule when they commit to the local church. So I don’t like the idea of committing or becoming member or even serving… As I enjoying myself, then some people come and challenge me to commit thru membership, but I strongly said “No”. Well God didn’t just stay quiet, as I opposed strongly. God worked even stronger. He spoke and softened my heart, and gave me an understanding of commitment. I surrender and joined membership on early 2006. I never thought commitment is the beginning of my journey in growing my character. God start to teach me about obedience and submissive spirit. Well, He has placed me under the same Care Leader for 4 years. He taught me to understand and learn about obedience and submission towards my leaders. At the same time I struggled to obey, God also bring me to experience serving Him step by step. Without my realisation, God keep extending His field in my life as He works in me. He started by placing 1 sheep, but I ran away, and yet God never give up even though I gave up. And after I gave up, He not only placed 1 sheep; He never fail to increase the number of sheep for me to take care. As I flash back, I am amazed of How God grow my character throughout the many years. I look forward for every one of you to be daring to take one step that you need to take. The rest, God will BLOOM in you
“BLOOM Story 2″ from Melisa Yuri
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I joined Hope in July 2006. I joined the membership a few months after that. I wanted to join this church because I was from Hope Solo. I felt familiar and enjoyed with this church vision. But I didn’t want to commit more than a member. The reason was that I still want my freedom and I dislike my time being used up for church activity. Also, I had problem with some care group member and I was lazy to come to care group. I only joined the activity when I liked. Sometimes I came just for the sake of coming and always avoided questions from the leader. I always wanted to go back faster after care group and I didn’t like the fellowship. I was a runaway sheep and very rebellious. I avoided many shepherding. Until last year, I decided to be more serious in my journey with God even though I felt that was not me. My turning point was when I found friends whom I can click with in care group and I see them grow and rise up while I was still staying in the shelf. I felt left out at that time. God also asked me what I really want? Did I want to continue playing and when would I response to Him seriously? I know that sooner or later I still need to come back to the correct track, i.e. go back to God. So, I made up my mind and decision that I want to grow and to be used by God also. I began to take responsibility in serving God again; started with leading games, leading praise and worship until follow up –ing people and leading care group discussion. Even though problem was still there, I learn to face it differently. I learn to be more submissive and humble. As the time goes by, it seems easier for me to grow. I also enjoyed so much every fellowship now. I come to care group with willingness. I believe that God is really faithful and always strengthen me. I thank God; He never gives up on me. I was quite amazed in the end of last year when I reviewed my resolution. I achieved more than what I have set. Now I still want to grow closer to God, to be used more in ministry, and to take care more people. I believe when I’m faithful in small things, God will trust me for a bigger thing. Brothers and sisters, I would like to encourage you from this verse: If you are faithful in little things, you will be faithful in large ones. But if you are dishonest in little things, you won’t be honest with greater responsibilities. (luke 16:10 NLT) Take a little step by making a “choice” to be used by God and be faithful, God will surely bloom us even more. Our journey with God will always be adventurous and interesting.
“BLOOM Story 3″ from Andri

I join this church in July 2007. When I come to this church I already become Christian, but Christian that only go to “church”. There is no commitment in my heart; it’s only like routine for me that every Christian must go to church once a week. At that time I know I am just be Christian in outside but inside my heart I am not. Many thing I have done that against God. Even though I have done what I have did, God grace never stop there, even though I am rebellious against Him, I always get blessing from Him for example I always pass my exam during my degree time. He never stops calling me to come back to him, but I don’t want to hear and always keep ignore His voice. Until one day I feel like very bored with my life, everything I did its feel like no purpose, it’s like life is meaningless. And at that time I know that I need God and need to come back to Him but because of my pride and bitterness in the pass I keep telling to myself that I don’t need God. God love never stops there, He keep knocking and asking me to open my heart to Him once more time. I realized I don’t have any choice in this life accept to open my heart once more time to Him, but before I come back and recommit to him again, I challenge God in last year church camp. I said to God that if I can go to the camp I will recommit again to Him. At that time I challenge God because I thought that it’s impossible I can go to the camp because the registration already close and its left two more weeks for the camp started. But somehow God open the door for me to go to the camp. When I hear that I can go to the camp, at that time also tear come out from my eye. Well after I commit in this church 1 year plus, I can see myself growth in my character where last time I use to be people that very lazy and not discipline in my life but now I am not lazy anymore and I can discipline myself even though sometimes there is still lack in myself because I still learning. This process is not take a day or a week but it takes times to build, I also realized that I can’t be who I am today without any help from my church friends especially my care group and shepherd. My closing is, when I see and look back, my life is like homeless people when I don’t have any commitment at all, but after I commit to this church I feel like I have home and family which my brother and sister in Christ. In closing, commitment is not easy but it worth to pay (math 13:44-46)
“BLOOM Story 4″ from Joseph
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Aku tiba di Singapore pada tanggal 4 May 2008 dengan sahabat aku, Hery. Aku memutuskan bergabung dengan Hope Church pada bulan Juni 2008. Sebelum nya aku mau menceritakan dahulu latar belakang mengapa aku bisa ada di sini. Tahun 2008 adalah tahun yang cukup berat bagi aku. Banyak hal yang penting dan berdampak drastis di kehidupan ku. 3 tahun relationship yang sudah dibina dengan orang yang aku kira akan menjadi teman seumur hidupku, akhir nya harus berakhir di bulan maret akhir. Dan ini membuat semua nya berubah. Kemudian pada bulan april, beberapa hari setelah kejadian tersebut, aku memutuskan untuk keluar dari pekerjaan dan keluar dari Jakarta. Dan tepat nya setelah 2 minggu aku berhasil keluar dari pekerjaan itu dan pulang ke Bandung, akhir nya aku berangkat ke Singapore. Jika aku menyelidiki hati aku lebih dalam lagi, keputusan aku untuk pergi ke Singapore bukan semata mata untuk mencari kerja lagi, tetapi kepada pelarian diri dari kenyataan. Jujur, aku datang ke Singapore dengan perasaan hancur dan dengan kepaitan hati. Dengan ego aku tutupi semua itu bahwa aku baik baik saja, aku telah menerima dan memaafkan semua itu. Tetapi sebetul nya aku tidak baik baik saja. Tuhan tidak tinggal diam begitu saja. Tuhan tempatkan aku di Hope. Hari demi hari yang aku jalani di Singapore, di situ juga Tuhan memproses aku satu per satu. Impact yang terjadi dari kejadian ini adalah aku malas untuk mengambil komitment, tapi Tuhan memproses aku dengan membership dan involve di care group. Impact yang lain adalah aku jadi senang menyendiri, ada kekosongan hati, dan malas untuk membina hubungan dengan teman baru. Tapi Tuhan memproses aku dengan banyaknya kegiatan di care group, dan dengan beragam activity yang dilakukan tiap minggu nya sampai outreach di mana aku bisa mengenal teman teman baru lebih banyak lagi. Kekosongan hati tersebut Tuhan isi dengan teman teman yang hebat. Larut dalam sikap hati aku yang melankolik, Tuhan memproses aku lewat teaching, sermon tiap minggu nya, dan binaan dari shepherd. Sekarang aku bisa memandang hidup dengan cara lain. Ada banyak hal yang belom jelas, tetapi setidak nya aku tau Tuhan sedang bekerja di hidup ku. Sekarang aku dapat menerima, memaafkan, dan melepaskan pengampunan. Dahulu yang tenggelam dalam perasaan melankolis dan mengasihani diri sendiri, sekarang aku dapat selalu tersenyum dan belajar untuk selalu mengucap syukur. Dahulu yang ingin nya diperhatikan, sekarang aku dapat memperhatikan orang lain. Dahulu yang mengandalkan kekuatan sendiri, sekarang aku belajar untuk bersandar pada kekuatan Allah. Aku punya 1 ayat yang merema di hati ku, Isaiah 40:29-31. Di setiap kesusahan atau pun rintangan yang teman teman hadapi saat ini, Tuhan ga akan membiarkan teman teman sampai jatuh. Tuhan yang akan memberikan kekuatan dan semangat yang baru. Aku percaya, aku ada di sini bukan karena kebetulan, tapi karena rencana Allah dalam hidup ku. Jadi teman teman juga ada di sini bukan karena kebetulan. Siapa pun yang mengajak teman teman saat ini juga bukan karena kebetulan, tapi Tuhan mempunyai rencana yang indah buat teman teman. Percaya, buka hati teman teman, dan pasti Tuhan akan menyentuh hati teman teman saat ini